This is from todays' bible verse.. and it hit me like a mack truck. Delight-meaning- enjoyment; joy; rapture: YOURSELF (us) ; in the Lord and he will give-(meaning-to present voluntarily and without expecting compensation) the desires-(meaning-A wish or longing) of your heart.
I was married-now I 'm not. I thought I was happy. I wasn't happy without God totally in my life . I wasn't happy without my family in my life. I remember calling upon God one evening-in the car. Crying out to him, Why am I here? If I don't make everyone happy-what am I doing here?
About a year and half later-things changed. God allowed me to be removed from an unhealthy marriage. A marriage where HE wasn't the focus. Yes it hurt. It hurt a lot! I didn't want to face it-I didn't want it to happen,but it did.My Father God-carried me-I felt his presence several times through the experience. No one knows like He does. No one Heals like He can.
I still want to find my some-one-special and maybe have kids. I have to ask- is it His Will. Then Psalms 37:4 reminds me to delight myself in the Lord. The Lord won't ever leave,judge,or accuse me. My Father will always love me no matter what. I seek Him. I know Him more-He knows the desires of my heart and He can make it happen. He will give-without expecting compensation. He has already given His life for me. I should be content.
I'm a child of the King.
Remember to keep Psalm 37:4 close to your heart-
Have a beautiful delight in the Lord....He knows you!
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